A non-update that should've been

Yeah, guess it's time to update with some "current" information and stop relaying the past. As Wayne would say..."Live in the NOW!" :o)

So our first cycle TTC was a bust. I was really bummed about it, especially because I had felt pretty good about that cycle. Our timing was awesome, my chart looked SWEET! I began testing at 10dpo...something I swore I would never ever ever ever do. I did. BFNs from 10dpo to 13dpo...and then AF showed her ugly, good-for-nothing face. Stats from my first cycle: 30 days, O'd on day 18, 12 day LP.

Now I'm on CD 10, I'm still charting but I forget to temp sometimes (last month I was neurotic about it). I haven't bought any OPKs, and I'm not sure if I plan to or not. I guess I'm just really "whatever" about this one. I don't know why, really. I want a baby, that hasn't changed. But I'm getting close to what would've been my due date, I'm arguing with Jonathan a lot lately, and with my Aunt Patti dying and now my dad having a biopsy this week for possible prostate cancer...I guess it's just not at the top of my priority list. Guess I should get on that.